Archive: January & February 2026
I'm assuming you saw the age restriction on the previous page? [14:45] the best birthday present a girl could ask for is to live with her partner. riza was a little concerned that they couldn't get me some kind of material good for my birthday, when they're already giving me the best gift ever just by being here.
"DUUUUUDE... I'm the gift!"
--Moony (ENA 2: "Extinction Party")
[12:42] ok chat. im either dying of a horrendous stomach lesion or im cramping again. considering the time of the month and how I REALLY DESIRE RIZA CARNALLY RIGHT NOW im inclined to say cramping. cos HOLY FUCK riza is wearing such a flattering dress and i just. i cant, chat. i need them rn. like I NEED THEM rn. but they're eating lunch right at the moment.
[16:13] i guess i forgot about the fact i do genuinely ovulate. the cramp was more about the fact that i forgot to eat. didnt change the fact i orgasmed so fucking hard tho. it's weird, i havent been that horny in a long time. i wonder whats different?
[09:44] i had a random thought flash across my mind last night that made me afraid to fall asleep. i cried about it with riza for a while, then we both got up and played new super mario bros wii. i dont want to go over it in too much detail, but i was worried about them and that worry spilled over into the part of my brain that supplies self-destructive imagery. suffice to say, it was nothing; i didn't dream about it (mostly dreamt about james bond for some reason), we both woke up though at different times, and everything is fine. or, as fine as it can get in a transphobic stronghold of the fascist dictatorship.
[23:04] i experienced a moment of true happiness for the first time in almost a decade tonight. i was lying in bed with riza, pausing for a breather between kisses; we were nuzzled up into the napes of each other's necks, issbrokie was playing, and i thought about how much of a change riza's being here has made to my otherwise very uninspiring life.
[11:24] After spending way too many years listening to random orgasms through my bedroom wall, my neighbours got to hear me orgasm for a change. 4 times. I mean, I've been having pretty loud ones ever since starting progesterone, but I was always just jilling and otherwise still in control of my brain. But, it's like I said before-- Riza found the button that turns my brain off. So yeah. There genuinely were times last night I forgot how to say any words except "yeah" and all i knew how to do was gasp and moan. Very loudly. TL;DR, Riza railed me stupid.
[22:09] riza found the button that turns my brain off. incidentally, this is also the "drool" button.